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September 21st, 2005
02:41 am
cant seem to fall alseep. talk and thought of nightmares makes me think that a not so swell time is waiting for me in my dreams. dumb. murder and rape. too many crime shows on tv now a days. i need excersise. im restless. brain runs too fast. my body needs to catch up. i wish i knew an elf.
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September 20th, 2005
02:19 am
well dude, its been a while since i wrote in here, which is ok with me. my state of mind has been changeing. mostly for the better. pills have been coming of of my ass intead of going in my mouth, and it feels good to say that im done with that. though i do still pop the sleeping pill, but im not going to count that cuz ive come far enough to say that. progress motherfuckers. im taking some classes now. only miss one class so far. once again, progress mother fuckers. i do things to fill up my time, but yet still dont have a hobby inparticular that i am intrested in. ive been tired, but i feel somewhat motivated which is new and i must say exciting. i can call myself content. and i will. and im happy with being content. hip. hip. horray.
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August 23rd, 2005
12:39 am
wtf is really what i am feeling like. i want to shit myself and then go to bed. night
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June 8th, 2005
02:49 am
im having problems sleeping. i wish that i third hand grew from my spine so that i could have my back scratched 24hours a day. i would have less trouble sleeping then.
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May 9th, 2005
08:11 am
I'M SO FUCKING UNHAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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April 5th, 2005
01:33 am
no medication in my viens makes them shake like they were starving.
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12:02 am
before i die i will give cancer a black eye for what it has done to my life. i more than hate it.
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March 31st, 2005
12:24 pm
worst day of life and its not even twelve thirty.
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March 23rd, 2005
03:22 am
kim is in process of mental break down
Current Mood: worry worry worry worry owrry
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March 19th, 2005
11:32 pm
i spent the morning on the mountian. watching the clouds roll back. i didnt feel like i escaped from anything this break. still feel like im stuck in some mess that i created myself.
Current Mood: confused
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March 17th, 2005
02:33 pm
found out not going to gila, very much so bummed out about it. leaveing to somewhere anyway. need a vacation. see you in some days. seems like disapointment waits at my dooor step like a well trained dog.
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March 12th, 2005
02:56 pm
dont belong here
throw me westward
hopefully i wont be a yoyo this time
its time for me to fade out
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February 27th, 2005
04:28 am
think of how entertaining it would be if all the people on TV still had their original teeth.
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04:12 am
And the wall is coming down
If life is a game I hope I get to play it with friends.
You will never be happy if you are searching for happiness,
you will never live if you are searching for the meaning of life.
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February 21st, 2005
06:49 pm
and finally a breath of fresh air.
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February 15th, 2005
01:21 am
im fucking lonely.
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February 13th, 2005
02:15 pm
"how do you pick up the threads of an old life? how do you go on? in your heart you begin to understand there is no going back. there are thing that time can not mend. some hurts that go to deep. that have taken hold."
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February 12th, 2005
04:29 pm
i believe that i have gone insane........ again.
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03:19 am
i'm not sure what to say. im too confused about death, and life, and friends, and goodbyes to know. all i know is that this wasnt supost to happen and that i am making many more copies of little blue cards.
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